Burn

The fiery flames

of purification

will come to consume

your old identifications of self

so let them burn away

and dance joyfully

around the effulgent fire of what was.

The new you is birthed of the breakdown,

rising of the ashes

with truth in our eyes

pure love in our chest

we surrender to the magic

and

let god lead the rest.

Love in Flames

I desire to pour out this love I have bubbling up from within; to drench you in it so deeply as we bathe together in the bliss of divine union with the All. I want to ooze sensual pleasure like a sweet nectar, gushing from my very being. My breath on your neck, my lips kissing you softly and my finger tips caressing every inch of your flesh, the tingling sparks of pleasure spreading up your spine like wildfire.  I’d like to make you feel love like you never have before. A love that takes you off your feet, floating through the skies to the heavenly gates that bring us to that place of divine ecstasy. All pervading, all consuming, tintilating and igniting in you like a smoldering  hot pink hearth. A love that makes you go ablaze, lighting a flame within you you never knew you had. A flame that drives you to be the person the world so desperately needs, supported by the love of a woman who knows you down to your very depths. I will submerge myself in your waters, treading where none have dared go before. I will stare your shadow in the face, bearing all the ugliness you’ve kept hidden for so long, you can pour it out on me as we battle our dark parts one by one, burning them up with the light of our love, hand in hand.  I want our love to shake the world awake from its slumber, a passion so luminous it blinds the eyes and awakens the hearts of all who see it. 

I want all of you, every bit of your soul to weave with mine as we spiral up the caduceus, awakening, remembering, and enacting our true purpose. We will love one another so fully, so unconditionally, so gently, but so intensely that it will alter the destiny of all humankind. We will show the world what true love really means in human terms. What it means to be partners, teammates, best friends, lovers and travelers of the unseen realms. Two completely whole beings, physically embodying, uniting, and balancing the divine masculine and feminine, creating an unstoppable force of creative power.  My heart burns for you, longing to touch you, to feel you, to gaze into the eyes of the one who reflects back that familiar presence I have always sought after. A perfect reflection and mutual reciprocation. I am unabashedly obsessed with love, with passion, with merging with your heart, your body, your soul. I want you to catch me as I fall into your arms, naked and vulnerable. I want to watch you undress your armored heart, as I undress mine as well. We will lay down our defenses and rush in like fools, trusting against all odds and past hurts that love is real and love is alive. I want to lay my heart on yours and let it sink in, fully exposed, tender and sweet. We will break the barriers that have kept us from true intimacy. We will bridge the chasm the has robbed us of a pure connection; heart to heart, mind to mind, soul to soul. I trust, I am unafraid, I believe in love, I believe in romance and I know you are out there. I pray for our union to align like the stars in the heavens, spinning us into cosmic orbit like the heavenly bodies we inhabit.
I love you and I am yours for eternity.

The Giver

I am learning to love myself

Even when I feel unattractive, unlovable, unworthy.

That is when I need the most love.

I am learning to forgive myself

even when I make mistakes I’ve made

a hundred times before.

That is when I need my own forgiveness

I am learning to respect myself

even when I lose respect from others.

That is when I need respect the most.

I am worthy of love, forgiveness, and respect.

As I give to myself, I receive from others as well.

I am learning that to put myself first is not selfish,

It is necessary. To not put myself first is neglect.

The more I give to myself, the more I have to give.

I deserve all that I have to offer.

The giver must learn to be a receiver also.

The giver must learn to recognize her constant giving, her value, her energy, her healing, her love, her worth.

She needs to take time to nurture herself, to envelop herself in her own care and compassion which she so freely gives to all who come her way. She must empathize with her own troubles and lend a listening ear to the woes and worries of her own mind, to cry on her own shoulder. She is her own shaman, her own mother, sister, friend and lover. She carries the womb of all things, all things are created by and through her.

And so she is it all, and must be to herself and all else.

The crux of creation,

the bearer of life itself

with all its pains and sorrows, joys and triumphs.

She holds it all within her blessed womb, thrusting it forth into the world of manifestation.

Her heart beating in rhythm with each genesis, their hearts are her heart.

Their pain, her pain, their joy, her joy. She feels it all, she bears it all, she is the core, the essence, the lifeblood.

So honor her, the goddess, in your own self. She is there. Heart beating alongside your own. Breath breathing with each inhale. Tears streaming as your cry in aguish. 

She is there and she longs to re-unite.